12/31/23
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    <p style="text-align:left"><i>current time:</i> 4:24pm<br><br>
    <i>current mood:</i> sleepy<img src="https://files.catbox.moe/68i6m1.gif"><br><br>
    <i>eating:</i> pizza</p><br>
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<p>Happy new years!</p>
<p>I'm hopeful for a better and easier year. Tonight I'm going to light my Yule log and burn a paper filled with manifestations for the new year. Maybe even a smoke and egg cleanse, too!</p>



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12/23/23
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    <p style="text-align:left"><i>current time:</i> 1:27pm<br><br>
    <i>current mood:</i> limerent<img src="https://files.catbox.moe/as2oo0.gif"><br><br>
    <i>listening to:</i> Nothing's New - Rio Romero</p><br>
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<p>I've always hated when a book reaches it's end.</p>
<p>I can never seem to close the cover - I go back, I flip the pages, I reread every line, hoping that the story will continue.</p> 
<p>But it's over. So why can't I close the book?</p>



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12/15/23
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    <p style="text-align:left"><i>current time:</i>11:30pm<br><br>
    <i>current mood: </i>nostalgic <img src="https://files.catbox.moe/ay7mmv.gif"><br><br>
    <i>currently watching: </i>Lucy (2014)</p><br>
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<p>My anxiety feels like it's gotten worse lately. Which sucks because this is my favorite time of year, and I feel like it's being overshadowed by my brain. I've spent the past couple of weeks feeling paralyzed by my own thoughts. But I know that if things got better once before, they will get better again. I just need to push through this.</p>
<p>Yule is around the corner, and for it I customized and ordered my mother and step-father new mugs (I'll make a new entry showing them once they arrive on the 21st!) as all of our mugs have the tendency to break around here. <img src="https://files.catbox.moe/qu78ji.gif"></p> 
<p>Yesterday and today was spent with my sibling playing Minecraft and watching Markiplier play Security Breach! I'm not into the whole Five Night's at Freddy's fandom at all, but it's entertaining to watch, nevertheless.</p>


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12/1/23
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    <p style="text-align:left"><i>current time:</i> 11:01pm<br><br>
    <i>current mood:</i> languid <img src="https://files.catbox.moe/av53cj.gif"><br><br>
    <i>drinking:</i> cherry cola </p><br>
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<p>Today was so fun! I went with family to a nice and really yummy Chinese restaurant and tried some new things I never have before. I tried pork and shrimp dumplings and they were so good!!!</p>
<p>I also loved the noodles, I unfortunately forgot what they were called... they were super thick! And the egg rolls were amazing! I also tried brown sugar tea and it was so sweet!</p> 
<p>We then ended the day by playing some Mario Kart 8 and my sibling wanted to play some Roblox games with me.
After having spent a little while festering in my incredibly anxious thoughts, today was a somewhat refreshing break from them. ^_^</p>